after i posted my last ponder, tista called and asked me to go to wiwied. he said he'll picked me up, but instead of that, ervand was the one that did that. well, there's tista's gf and joan with one of their friend. we ate, smoke, and went circling the town together. it was a good time, after that we went to kfc kemang and had some snacks.

there's some mysterious things happened this night. and there's something gotta do with ervand. i can sense it, but i cant be sure what it is. so many things happened today, i cant really help to expect what will happen next.

i had so much fun, even though i didnt talk that much. a part of my mind is still wandering off thinking about what went wrong today. but then again, meeting joan is soothing my pain here and there. she might not know about it, but the things she said, really keeps my strength in place. maybe it's one of God's way to show me that all things happen for a reason. no matter what, He's still there for me, whether i realized it or not.

i'm precious in His sight ...